I'm sitting here alone

There is a sense of fun when enjoying the beautiful fireworks cover the end of 2012
laughter also present decorate  that night
although eyes can not shed a tear
but there is still a tears from hidden crying

there is no more beautiful word
to describe the happiness and downs of this heart
there is compassion in the midst of a smile
but still don't want to forget memorable of 2012

I want to be able to celebrate the end of 2012 this with you
kissed your forehead and whisper happy new year
but the hand can not reach your shadow which so far away from me
because the distance like a great walls that divide us

here I stand alone enjoying the beautiful fireworks debris before December ends
with a hope you are still in my dreams
there is little distance that separates us and make me sink in the loneliness
but I believe love will bring us into true togetherness

there is only one hope before December ends
I just have a little hope that you are still in love with me and stay with my love
and remembering me in every your mind
hold my hand tightly and still loves me

there are only a million expectations before I closed this December night
I wanna you always keep our love like me now
that keep the warmth of our love
because I'm holding on your love .. 

By : saintpetrus

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I AM HERE WITHOUT YOU

I will always miss you forever
waiting for the right moment to be able to hold your hand tightly
I do not want to be separated from you dear
because I love you so much

I will always stand here
waiting for sunrise to go back carve my dreams
looking back the lost pieces of my soul
although sometimes there is no answer I found

I want you to understand
I can not live without you by my side
I will know you also will never be able to live without me
because my soul is your soul are one and inseparable

I write this melancholy lyrics to treat my pain
so you know I love you with all my body and soul
there's nothing more beautiful in my life
other than being on your side and see you smiling happy

I always love you
and forever you are still the loveliest
I'm sorry if you feel hurt
but it was because I love you so much ...

By Petrus Sogen

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Lost The Faith

when the pain was felt again
I do not want to open the space in my heart
no longer leave room for a come just to hurt
and try to be alone even though sometimes it is very painful

everything went and walked away
light that used to be so beautiful
now gloomy in darkness
I felt like I was having a nightmare of a long

sometimes smiling despite the tears
perhaps this is not a nightmare
My path is dark and lusterless
like in the middle of an endless fog

however, I still have a bit of a commitment
I'm in control of my life
a captain in my long voyage
and far from perfection make me happy

I do not care what they say
This is my life and my world
as long as my blood is still flowing in my veins
no one can stop my step

understood if only this once
because life taught me about a lot of things you do not know
and trust me even though you did not hear the whisper
You are in my soul forever 

By Petrus Sogen

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I'm Just Me

No one looked at me and gave me hope to keep moving forward
raised up the spirit that has been fragile
but others looked at me with great irony
though, did not want me to straighten up my life

I fell and no one holds
back up but it was not strong enough to stand
nobody cares about me
everything seemed blind and lifeless

when the logic is not able to solve the problem
no one can escape from the realities of life
which now only leaves fantasy and illustration
to be a painful frustration and stress

the fact it is very difficult to feel
sometimes always bring bitterness to give the meaning of beauty
sometimes left crying in the middle of pleasure
which gives the change in the fall of life

life does not always have to be sad
because I'm sure the storm would pass and bring the rainbow
the sun will shine again on the eastern horizon
so keep smiling despite the pain will be there waiting for me tomorrow 

By Petrus Sogen

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Just tryin' to kill the pain

when I look into your eyes  
I felt that pain again
where loyalty has been lost and gone
now come back to haunt my day

I went away from my real life
seek the pleasures of life to be able to treat the pain
walking in a dark alley and farther away from the light which I made
fell without anyone holding me and led me back

Life is cruel like a cry in the middle of the battlefield
where there is no hope for the weak to move safely
That's the reality of real life
where love is food for the weak

everything has changed
you only part of the story of my life
who have graced my life's journey
and allowed me to feel the pain and togetherness

twilight was coming again and I’m still here
reminds me of the reality of life
sometimes dark and colorless
but sometimes bright and reconcile ..

By Petrus Sogen

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