I'm sitting here alone

There is a sense of fun when enjoying the beautiful fireworks cover the end of 2012
laughter also present decorate  that night
although eyes can not shed a tear
but there is still a tears from hidden crying

there is no more beautiful word
to describe the happiness and downs of this heart
there is compassion in the midst of a smile
but still don't want to forget memorable of 2012

I want to be able to celebrate the end of 2012 this with you
kissed your forehead and whisper happy new year
but the hand can not reach your shadow which so far away from me
because the distance like a great walls that divide us

here I stand alone enjoying the beautiful fireworks debris before December ends
with a hope you are still in my dreams
there is little distance that separates us and make me sink in the loneliness
but I believe love will bring us into true togetherness

there is only one hope before December ends
I just have a little hope that you are still in love with me and stay with my love
and remembering me in every your mind
hold my hand tightly and still loves me

there are only a million expectations before I closed this December night
I wanna you always keep our love like me now
that keep the warmth of our love
because I'm holding on your love .. 

By : saintpetrus

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I AM HERE WITHOUT YOU

I will always miss you forever
waiting for the right moment to be able to hold your hand tightly
I do not want to be separated from you dear
because I love you so much

I will always stand here
waiting for sunrise to go back carve my dreams
looking back the lost pieces of my soul
although sometimes there is no answer I found

I want you to understand
I can not live without you by my side
I will know you also will never be able to live without me
because my soul is your soul are one and inseparable

I write this melancholy lyrics to treat my pain
so you know I love you with all my body and soul
there's nothing more beautiful in my life
other than being on your side and see you smiling happy

I always love you
and forever you are still the loveliest
I'm sorry if you feel hurt
but it was because I love you so much ...

By Petrus Sogen

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Lost The Faith

when the pain was felt again
I do not want to open the space in my heart
no longer leave room for a come just to hurt
and try to be alone even though sometimes it is very painful

everything went and walked away
light that used to be so beautiful
now gloomy in darkness
I felt like I was having a nightmare of a long

sometimes smiling despite the tears
perhaps this is not a nightmare
My path is dark and lusterless
like in the middle of an endless fog

however, I still have a bit of a commitment
I'm in control of my life
a captain in my long voyage
and far from perfection make me happy

I do not care what they say
This is my life and my world
as long as my blood is still flowing in my veins
no one can stop my step

understood if only this once
because life taught me about a lot of things you do not know
and trust me even though you did not hear the whisper
You are in my soul forever 

By Petrus Sogen

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I'm Just Me

No one looked at me and gave me hope to keep moving forward
raised up the spirit that has been fragile
but others looked at me with great irony
though, did not want me to straighten up my life

I fell and no one holds
back up but it was not strong enough to stand
nobody cares about me
everything seemed blind and lifeless

when the logic is not able to solve the problem
no one can escape from the realities of life
which now only leaves fantasy and illustration
to be a painful frustration and stress

the fact it is very difficult to feel
sometimes always bring bitterness to give the meaning of beauty
sometimes left crying in the middle of pleasure
which gives the change in the fall of life

life does not always have to be sad
because I'm sure the storm would pass and bring the rainbow
the sun will shine again on the eastern horizon
so keep smiling despite the pain will be there waiting for me tomorrow 

By Petrus Sogen

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Just tryin' to kill the pain

when I look into your eyes  
I felt that pain again
where loyalty has been lost and gone
now come back to haunt my day

I went away from my real life
seek the pleasures of life to be able to treat the pain
walking in a dark alley and farther away from the light which I made
fell without anyone holding me and led me back

Life is cruel like a cry in the middle of the battlefield
where there is no hope for the weak to move safely
That's the reality of real life
where love is food for the weak

everything has changed
you only part of the story of my life
who have graced my life's journey
and allowed me to feel the pain and togetherness

twilight was coming again and I’m still here
reminds me of the reality of life
sometimes dark and colorless
but sometimes bright and reconcile ..

By Petrus Sogen

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Before November ends

enjoying the sunset at the end of November make me fret
feared that the memories will be lost with the end of November
moment, I tried to capture all of it with a red sky this afternoon
evening sky, where November coming to an end

This afternoon I sat alone in a corner of a small port
enjoying the sun slowly back to earth
while I carve your face in the middle of the red evening sky
to be present with me enjoying the sunset before November passed

thought of you, when you were here with me
together we spend all the time before dusk passes
sit and drink a bottle of wine together
you're drunk, until you had enough to see the sunset

but everything is now just a distant memory
wonderful memories are hard to forget
believe me, I'll take these memories
until you come back with me and enjoy the twilight it again

November now already at the end of time
all my memories had been stored in a fog this afternoon November
immortal for all time
and hoping I'm always in your heart 

By Petrus Sogen

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The hidden face

Caress the wind roar that freezes
Smile touched in fantasy
Twang time grabbing my step
Trampled silent his love of a poet

Silent gaze of your eyes light
Heart of a dark force to talk about love
Cries in a corner thought latent sense of conscience

Should wits hate yourself
Who never understood the existence of love?
But my heart told you that I love

Complained contrite soul
Shy away from pointless waiting
Melancholy stretches along the road waiting
Divided destroyed by false memories of a dismal love...

 By _ Petrus Sogen

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I'm waiting for you

I'm always thinking about you
Though I was not sure with this feeling
Longing has become part of my life
To be able to say hello even if only for a moment

I'm sorry if you feel hurt
With the circumstances that you do not want this
But this is the feeling that always haunts my day
Because I could not lie to myself

I always wait for the beautiful
Where I could hold your hand tightly
Look into your eyes
And said I loved you

Maybe it's just that I have
Dream to be with you
But that this feeling
Though I had to wait for a long time

Looking for but could never find
Simply just want you to know
And hope, but cannot force
And just waiting for u

 By Petrus Sogen

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CENTURY BREAKDOWN

Judgment Day has been in the open
came a shout of fear
discrimination is a staple of the terminator
also a delicious dish for the soldiers

in every corner of the city slums and lonely
million rotten carcasses will be left
and tyranny began to look at where the mother lay dead
and crying is melancholy song of a child

This war would end after the sun sinks?
or be a nightmare of all time
or perhaps it was a bad century?
a grandfather being questioned by his grandson

it is clear that this century will soon be torn down
by greedy human beings who only meet the ambitions nasty
regardless there will be a judgment day
for those who oppose the law of God

eternal happiness that has been tainted by crime
make the world like no man's land
but should always know God will not leave his sheep kept on hunting by wolves
final judgment day will come and the sun will shine again ..

By Petrus Sogen

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